Inside the mind of a domestic violence survivor. #PTSD #Agoraphobia #Panic #Anxiety
Where I am going he cannot find me.
He cannot hurt me anymore.
I know I’m safe.
But will he find me?
Things are so weird now.
I know I can’t go back.
But I miss him.
I miss him?
Am I crazy?
I miss who he was in the beginning.
Was that really him?
What did I do wrong?
What did I do to make him hate me so much?
Why did he do all those things to me?
Was I not good enough?
Was I not pretty enough?
Not smart enough?
I gave everything up for him.
I did any and everything to make him happy.
Who would ever want to be with someone like me?
I’ll never love anyone again
I’ll never be loved by anyone again
I’m damaged goods
He was right…
No one would want me
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